Here comes April… beginning my third month in Phnom Penh now!
Two main things I’ve been doing at “Daughters of Cambodia” are graphic design and art therapy.
I love to dream and imagine so I’ve had many ‘ideas’ in my mind about what living and working in Phnom Penh would be like. I am not surprised that I’m doing graphic design and art therapy, but the ways in which I’m doing them, are beyond my wildest imagination…
Graphic design-
I have always loved greeting cards design… but never got to do it in my previous design jobs. And I never thought I would still have opportunities to do it, as I’ve already ‘left’ the design field. BUT God is so amazing. He knows me inside out. I am not even pursuing a design career anymore, but this opportunity to design Easter cards just came as my first assignment at “Daughters”… what can I say but “thank you Jesus, you are so amazing”?!
Art therapy-
In September last year, I finished my training as a Master in Integrated Psychotherapy. The year before, I did Integrative Arts Psychotherapy. If you’ve known me for more than 5 years, you probably know that I have a fear of psychology. It sounds really funny now, but it’s true. I struggled SO MUCH during my Bachelor degree. Psychology was a nightmare and torture for me. I was such a bad student… So, it is nothing less than a MIRACLE, by the grace and power of my Lord Jesus, that I have these qualifications now.
Before I embarked on this journey of psychotherapeutic studies, I was a graphic designer in London, who did kind of like my job, but was not satisfied. I knew that Jesus had more in store for me. Life should be much more meaningful, glorious and exciting than it was.
I have always known what I wanted to do when I get qualified as a therapist. Simply put – I wanted to share love and hope to the broken, in whatever shapes or forms necessary / helpful / suitable. Whether it be in London, Hong Kong, or wherever else in the world – if it is where Jesus leads me to, I’ll go.
My professional experience before coming to Phnom Penh has been mainly working one-on-one with children who are challenged emotionally, socially and relationally. I was a trainee therapist in a primary school in west London for a year… I’m very grateful for that experience and it did build me up professionally and personally, but what I’m doing now is nothing like anything I’ve done before…
At “Daughters”, I now deliver art therapy to groups of around 10 men and women, 3 times a week. The number of clients is massive. Really really massive. Although it was very overwhelming for me to start with, it is a really wonderful thing that so many precious men and women have come to “Daughters”, and are now in the process of leaving sex work and having their lives transformed.
I could write paragraphs after paragraphs about how art therapy has benefited the clients so far. In just 4 weeks, God has already graciously used me to bring light and hope to our beloved clients. I will share one encouraging story here.
There’s a lady who came to the first session 4 weeks ago. When I first met her, she looked really downcast and discouraged. There were many problems in her life, as she articulated. However, right from the start, I noticed that she was able to connect with art materials quite well. Although she was feeling low, I observed that art was a really useful language to help her express herself.
She has progressed a lot in terms of being confident in opening up herself and being willing to take risks in art making. Last week, in our 3rd session, she was beaming with huge smiles the whole time. I was really amazed and wondered what was going on in her :)
Near the end of the session, she voluntarily shared this to the whole group: (translated) “Before I came to art therapy, I had many problems. I was so sad. Now I still have many problems, but when I come into this room, I feel a different presence. I can listen to the music, I can do some dance movements, I can paint, I can create, I can feel the love of God!” :)
I was so so so encouraged by that… and was humbled by the powerful presence of God in the room. I do seek to do my best each time, but I know that I can do nothing without Jesus. The most powerful ‘thing’ at work is not me, but Jesus, who lives in me. The room is filled with love, joy and peace because of Him! It’s so evident!
It takes more than mere human love to cause life transformations.
It takes more than mere human kindness to bind up the deep wounds of life.
It takes more than mere human strength to set captives free.
The lady that I talked about is one of MANY. Many are still awaiting that first hope. That first touch of love, dignity, respect, kindness, compassion.
I pray, and I hope, and I know, that there will be more and more encounters like this.
As rainy season is approaching… clouds are starting to build up these days. The sky is painted with sumptuous red, pink, orange, yellow and blue during sunsets.
I didn’t realize how much I miss a beautiful sunset… until I saw it again a couple of days ago.
Gazing at this, these scriptures came to my mind…
“Arise, shine, for your light has come,
and the glory of the Lord rises upon you.
See, darkness covers the earth
and thick darkness is over the peoples,
but the Lord rises upon you
and his glory appears over you.“– Isaiah 60:1-3
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